Weight Watchers.....

Ok, so I managed to get myself and my husband to Weight Watchers this morning. I worked all night long and got home at 5am. This poses a huge problem for me....I snack all night long. I know I shouldnt but I get so bored and feel like I should be eating something. The nature of my work is data entry and we arent allowed to talk on the work floor so needless to say that after 3 months of working there, I dont know anyone except my brothers' wifes' brother...?????.... This means sitting alone and stuffing my face with vending machine junk.

Well, this morning we checked in and weighed and I wasnt as shocked as I thought I would be. Frankly, I feel like Ive gained 25 pounds in the past few months but apparently I havent gained more than about 3 pounds. Not too bad.....but lets not forget that at my weight even one pound more is disgusting. So, my weight.........drum roll please........ 257 pounds. At least my husband weighed more at 275. Either way it is gross. We sat through the meeting which was torture. We are going to a "mommy and me" meeting where they allow you to bring your kids. We have to bring Addison with us, the boys are in school. Lots of screaming kids and hard to pay attention. The first one is always the worst though.

Now, I am going to take some measurements and post them as well as a picture.....my camerman is already at work for the evening so it will have to wait until tomorrow. How am I feeling? Im dying for a cheese burger. Ive only eaten a slim fast and piece of toast and wheat thins today which is not enough food but Im so bored with what is in my house. I cant go to the store until Thursday (pay day) though so Im stuck with what we have and I would just rather not eat. That is half of my problem. I dont eat enough and my metabolism suffers for it. Plus, I need to get back to the gym. One thing at a time. I need to get in good eating mode first. Im not feeling very motivated today but I think that will change as I go......