No More Plateau....

If you were wondering why I havent posted in a while, its because Ive been on a plateau of sorts. The kind where nothing is happening on both ends....the weight loss end and the working to lose weight end. But, I can officially say today that Im off the plateau having gained 6 pounds back of the 20 I had lost. It only took me 2 months to do it too....can you believe it!

UGH! Im so disgusted. I cannot stand myself right now. The other day, I was driving to a store dowtown and it actually felt weird being out of the house. I have become a shut-in. I dont go anywhere. I never have the energy to do it nor can I fit into any cute clothes. I dont want anyone to see me so I just stay inside. It is hurting my children and I just cant do this anymore. I dont understand why it has to be so hard. It isnt fair. Its not like Im some kind of glutton.... eating 8,000 calories a day. Sure, I dont always make the best choices of food but I dont make a pig of myself....except when homemade rolls are on the table.

Ive got to do something soon.