I swear. I must be the weakest person on this earth. Ive been doing so well that past couple of weeks but today has been difficult. A friend of mine brought over homemade oatmeal choc chip cookies......which, my kids didnt really like so I should have just thrown them away. But I couldnt do that. I ate 3 of them instead. I know that she made them with whole wheat flour but still..... I think I need to put a sign out in front of my house that says "NO BAKED GOODS ALLOWED". And, can I just say that I enjoyed every single bite of every single one that I ate? I think it must be like an addiction because I get such a sense of satisfaction out it. I mean, seriously, the second I take a bite its like a feeling of relief instantly floods my body. What is with that? I dont know.....I guess on the upside of things, I still have plenty of points for the day so I will be able to eat dinner and the cookies didnt do that much damage except for the fact that it feels like Im starting over. Right now I am struggling with whether or not to go to the gym. Im tired - My sis-in-law just picked up Soren a few minutes ago and my kids arent even dressed for the day (yes it is almost 6oclock.) It is freezing outside....I need to go to the store.... Excuses, excuses. I really wish I could just go to the gym without the kids once in a while but that is not my life right now. I am considering getting up early to go....before everyone gets up. It will be hard though because I HATE alarm clocks. I also feel guilty that Denver is sleeping and if Addison wakes up early he has to deal with her. People say I shouldnt worry about that because Denver would want me to go to the gym.....I think that is probably true most of the time but there will be a day here and there where it irritates him. Anyway, if I could just get myself to bed early with the kids at 8:30 then it would work....
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