Try again....

Ok, so I am off to the gym. I'm going to try this early morning thing again. Drop the kids off....straight to the gym. I think it will work better for me to get it out of the way first thing. I cant go during the day due to watching my nephew and by the time he leaves its dinner- homework -baths.....etc. No time or energy for the gym. Yes, I think this will work much better. Im finding myself wishing that this weight loss thing would happen quickly. I really am becoming interested in possibly running again.....ugh.....I cant believe I even said it. But, I was in great shape when I used to run in the Air Force....I'd like to enter a 5k or something next year. We'll see.....baby steps I guess. I need to lose almost 100 pounds.. That is just sick. I think I would be happy losing 80 considering I have had 3 children. 100 pounds would put me where I was in the Air Force before I had children.... that is probably wishful thinking but 80 pounds is very doable. If I averaged 2 pounds per week, in one year I would lose 104 pounds. This being said, I think 80 pounds is a very reasonable goal. But again, baby steps.. I'd like to start by losing 10 this month....