Plateau.....

I feel a little frustrated this morning. So, I know that I could always do better with my diet but Im working out pretty consistently so I feel that the occasional "snack" it OK because I dont like to completely deny myself. That being said, Im hating the fact that the scale numbers havent moved recently. As heavy as I am and as hard as I am working out, I feel that I shouldnt be hitting a plateau already. I know that I am losing inches because I can feel it in the way my clothing fits but it is still hard.

I was laughing yesterday because this book that I am following, "Hot Point Fitness" said that by now working out should be a habit for me, which it is. But then it said I could possibly be craving my workouts now as well. WHAT?! Honestly I dont think I will ever CRAVE working out. Now, I do feel like crap both mentally and physically if I miss a workout, this is true but to say I physically crave going to the gym is just hilarious. I suppose there are people like that but I dont think it will ever be me. Every night when I go to bed and set the alarm for the crack of dawn I grumble about it and excuses to not go start running through my head. I am proud of myself though for continuing to go despite my inner resistance to it. Maybe one day I will be addicted to exercise. Never say never right? For now, I just want to be skinny again. Better than skinny, Id like to be in shape and healthy. I just wish my body would let it happen instead of clinging to this fat like a lifeline! AH!