Nervous....

Well, Im feeling a bit nervous right now. This week hasnt been that great. Ive only made it to the gym 2 times. The 3rd time would have been Thursday but we had a horrible morning here. It had snowed during the night which of course I didnt realize until that morning so we were already 15 minutes behind due to the fact that I would have to scrape the windows. Then there is the added fact that whenever it snows, traffic is a compelte mess and you can add another 20 minutes just trying to get down the hill to Ian's school. Anyway, I started racing and rushing the kids and started the car ahead of time to get it warmed up at least. Then I couldnt find the ice scraper so Im outside in 7 inches of snow scraping the car with a baby wipes case. The wind was blowing all the snow off the garage roof so it felt like I was standing in a blizzard. I get in the warm car (already 20 minutes late leaving now) and start to back up and my car runs out of gas in my driveway. Now I have to start over scraping Denver's car........and so the story goes. Obviously no time for the gym because I have to be back at 9:30 to watch my nephew. Missing a day at the gym has really thrown me off and I have had to really resist eating badly. As you can see from the post above, Ive already done badly this week so I am continuing to struggle. I am finding that I am sneaking bites of the kids food, treats, etc. so much that Im sure Ive gained a pound or two this week. Im dreading the weigh in on Monday......plus my hubby and I are supposed to go to lunch and a movie tomorrow for a late Valentines Day celebration. Mexican food. Never good. Well, I will continue to struggle and resist and hopefully after Monday, I will begin again with stronger motivation. I start the Hot Point Fitness regimen next week too so hopefully that will make a big difference.