Frustrated.

So, yesterday I realized that my husband....who started this journey with me at the same time....has now caught up to me in weight. Where Ive only managed to lose 13 pounds, he has managed to lose 30. How is that fair? Seriously it makes me sick. Of all the things, physically, that women have to suffer with you'd think that God would at least make one thing easy on us.... losing weight. Am I right? I just feel like it shouldnt be this difficult. I shouldnt have to work SO hard for something. Granted, I understand that if you eat like a pig and dont exercise then you will get fat.....pretty quickly.....but on the opposite end, if you eat healthy and exercise everyday, then you should lose weight just as quickly. Its only fair! Ok, Im done venting.....

I made it to the gym again this morning and after the weight training, I started on my cardio but 10 minutes into, I had to leave because I thought I was going to throw up. I guess Im getting sick which would only make sense since all 3 of my kids have been sick. Its either the flu or Im pregnant and if it is the latter, I think I will crawl in a hole and disappear forever.....Im kidding, but not really. Im praying its the flu.